I was relieved. Eventhough what he replied is somewhat annoying to my perspective but deep down I knew he still think of me as a friend. I didn't lose him afterall.
We playfully texted each other for awhile, well, sort of.
"Yea. I actually knew it for quite some time now. Hehee :)"
"You bitch! What do you mean you knew for quite some time?! Are you trying to mess with me?"
"Haha no.. Of course not. But hey, why are you so sure that I only want us to remain as friends? Didn't you thought that maybe...I like you too?"
At this I was confused. What does he mean now? Didn't he say of course we can continue be friends? Wait a minute, why am I thinking like this?! I thought I just wanted to confess.. What does he want now?
Rather than just think and do nothing about it, why don't I just ask him.
"I didn't really thought of it actually. Sometimes you are close and then you are far. I knew I like you but I don't know if you err.. Like me too? I don't know what are we anymore.."
I send that to him and wait for his reply. He will reply right?
The wait is killing me. Well, I need to get used to this.
My phone vibrates and the incoming message ringtone starts to play."Oh my god! Should I read it now? Maybe later?"
But I knew I would have need to face it so it's better to read it and face it now. Nervously I click the view button.
I couldn't believe it, what I just read. Rillakuma.. He wants to be my boyfriend. He actually said, "Let's date!"
I didn't see my face that time but I felt my temperature rising. I think I'm blushing...
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Blushing.. Oh, now I remember. I did blush because of him before. When was it again I wonder..? Another awkward memory involving him. :)
It was an accident to be specific. I couldn't remember the front part clearly. But, when he was pointing at me and because the seating in the tuition class is so close, he accidentally touched my lips.
I was shocked and went red almost instantly. Rillakuma is embarrassed for accidentally touching my lips and quickly remove his finger.
He apologize in the calmest way he could. But is it weird that I see his ears went red? He is...blushing? I secretly smiled and good thing I was seating at the back so he didn't notice.
We became topic of the day because of that incident. But it eventually went away. You know, gossips went by swiftly like wind when new topic pops out.
We slowly forget what had happened and continue being the two psychotic art friends. But, a few months later a friend, Chiki, she brought up the issue again. And worst, it was when we are playing a game called, True or Dare in school with our other two close friends.
She asked me what happened that day that he did touched my lips? The other two friends, Kiki and Lala who didn't knew what happened look at me with their bright shiny eyes, excited with what I am about to answer.
I took a deep breath and start explaining. I don't know why either. When I reached the part where Rillakuma accidentally touched my lips, I suddenly blushed again.
For the whole day, Kiki, Lala and Chiki mocked me about it. It is embarrassing and because Kiki has asked such question, I couldn't forget it anymore.
I wonder if he remembers...
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