Its Monday. A start of a new week. I wake up early as I get myself ready for school. Mom still doesn't want to look at me. I understand. She's probably think I wronged her too much. At the thought of this, I sighed.
Well, whatever it is, I still need to get to school anyway. School doesn't wait. After I've get myself ready, I walk my way to school. For the first time, I walk myself to school.
I tried to forget it. What happen yesterday... For a moment, I hope nothing happen at all. But I know its impossible to turn things around now.
Ah, right. My friends... I promise I would tell them all about it today. How should I tell them now?
I was so immersed in my thoughts, I didn't even realised when one of my friend suddenly jump at me and hugs me. I was stunned by the sudden commotion. I can't even remember who hugged me back then.
The only thing that I heard was,"Congratulations Kitty! I still can't believe it but I am so happy for you."
Upon hearing that, I smiled.
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Okay, here's a short unrelated story. I thought it might be interesting so yea, do read on!
In the early time of my highschool years, I used to hate arts. I used to fail the subject because I hated every single theory about it.
It was until that one day, I saw my crush, well first crush, drawing on a piece of paper. The drawing wasn't really that amazing but I was somewhat amazed by his passion and naturally I tried to draw.
Art is really addictive. The uglier my drawing turns out, the more I want to get better than my current state. I was still in the early stage of catching my interest in arts but I caught someone else interest instead. My crush!
Apparently he start to take notice of me when I was busy struggling to draw. He is a nice guy. He asks for my opinion about his work and he gives me useful way to improve my drawing.
Maybe I was embarrassed when my crush is helping me that way, I was quite harsh to him. Well, up to the point, I remember he did said, "Even if every girl in this world has ceased, I still won't date her!" I remember how I angrily replied," Like you are the only guy in this world that would date me! Don't think of yourself so highly!"
Okay... Maybe I was too harsh on him. But then, the funny turns of event.. We did dated for awhile. He is surprisingly sweet but we still end quite abruptly.
It was really my fault. I was too scared to be serious, we are both so young! And after the breakup, I felt more comfortable being his friend and I realise I was plainly admiring him for being himself all this time, not that kind of feeling for him. Too bad he was thinking otherwise...and it started to became creepy and ended in a really bad way.
Let's not talk about him now. On the bright side, I get more and more interested with arts and the happiest part, I got A+ for my art subject in my finals! For a person who used to fail in arts like me, it was really one of best memory of my highschool life.
Well, I guess I need to thank my first crush for inspiring me back then. I wouldn't have end up enjoying drawing and arts if it wasn't for you!
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