Thursday, July 24, 2014

Day 2.4 : Maybe I was selfishly only thinking of myself, but he must have felt bad in a way when he hears that from me that time.

Eventhough I have my friends with me, I couldn't hide the fact that I am still very much hurt by what my family did to us.

My classes ends but I don't want to go back home yet. I stayed in the library with the excuse of studying at school. Glasses offer to accompany me. Yea... I was very thankful of her kindness for me.

Sitting there while trying to read some history notes, my phone vibrated for a moment. I looked at the screen. It was a text message from Rillakuma.

He asked me,"Are you okay? Feeling better now??"

My heart sank. What should I tell him now? Should I just lied that I'm okay?No?

Slowly I was tearing up again. It was a good thing that we only texted each other that time. You would know what I mean.

"Not really. But I'm fine."
"What happened? :("
"Well, she doesn't even want to look at me."
"Oh... Let her some time to calm down then."
"Yea I know."

Maybe I was selfishly only thinking of myself, but he must have felt bad in a way when he hears that from me that time.

"So, how's school?"
"Not bad. It's a little tiring though."
"Eh? Assignments much?"
"No, silly. When has I ever lamented about tiring assignments anyway..."
"Okay, then, what was it?"

Oh, shoot! I should have just go along with the assignment thingie. What should I say now...?

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