I remember not long before, when I was watching a drama, the heroine of the show would keep talking nervously about random things with a smiling face whenever she was afraid. At one of the scene, she cried silently and when she was found out, again she started talking about random things nervously.
She keeps talking and talking nervously while her tears is still streaming down. She only stop when the hero hold her shoulder and asked her what is she afraid of. At this, she cried even more and gently she says,
I was afraid if you would be angry at me...
I thought this kind of situation and these emotions, they will only happens in a drama. I really thought that way....
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For a moment, I was really shocked. It was like nothing happened at all. I could even smile when they congratulate me about us.
I sat down and my five cute bubbly friends look at me eagerly, waiting for me to tell the story. Well, I should introduce them first.
The fluffy one sitting next to me is Pillow. The one infront of me is Glasses. On the left side, we have Sweet and then there's Chicky and Cheer.
I didn't know what to say. I look at them with a puzzled feeling.
"Don't you have anything to tell us today?" said Chicky.
"Yea.. Okay, how long have you known each other?" asked Cheer.
"5 years I think.."
"5 years?! Wow!!! That's a really long time!!" Pillow exclaimed.
"Well, I guess we took quite sometime to understand this...both of us."
"Who was the one to confess first?" Sweet finally asked. I didn't know why, but I start talking. In a quick pace.
"I did. I was the one who confess first. I was the one who say yes.."
"Woah... Slo.."
"I was the one who is stupid enough to believe my family would accept us. I was the one who told them straight away when I started to be in a relationship."
"Hey, Kitty.."
"I was the one who have to choose between him and my family in the same day. I was the one who told him about everything on the first day of our relationship. What should I do now? I must have broke his heart... What should I do? Can anyone tell me what should I do now? Please... Any of you... Tell me what to do..."
I couldn't hold it in afterall. It happen just like the scene in the drama.
Because you was afraid, you start talking faster and faster. Because you were actually worried, you smile subconsciously to hide it. Even when you start shaking in nervousness, you just keep talking. And then, tears will start to fall and it's getting even harder to breathe, yet you still don't stop a word. This situation, this fear... It does happen in reality....
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