Ah.. What should I tell him now?
This is a mess. If I lie, it's only gonna be worst, right? I should just tell him.
"I walk to school today?"
"What?! You should've call. I can pick you up...somewhere."
He must have been worried for awhile when I said I walked to school. Sorry, Rillakuma.
"So you walk alone?" He asked.
"Nah.. My dad walks with me."
"Ouh, so he was okay then?"
"I don't know. He was pretty much still very angry at me too."
"Oh... Be patience, okay.."
"Okay.."
"So how are you going tomorrow?"
"I don't know...I'm still in a mess. But its okay. Tomorrow my friend will fetch me if i still have to walk."
"Oh... That's good then."
I don't know what he was really feeling back then, but his last reply sounded solemnly down. But, I think I...made him feel bad about us.
We chatted for a while. And then later, me and my friend went home. My mom is still very much angry at me so she is ignoring me.
I need to give her some time to calm down after all. Time is what we need... That's what I trust.
While settling down my things, my phone vibrates again for incoming messages from him. He asked me if I have safely reached home.
I don't deny that one part of me was being oversensitive, I was still thinking maybe Rillakuma felt bad about us thus he texted me to make sure I've reached home safely. Yea... I know, paranoia much of me.
But then again, it was also a really heart warming moment for me. I felt as if he was sitting near me, talking and chatting with me. For once, I don't feel alone. Atleast not like before.
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